Wednesday 8 February 2012

High above me.

You know how it feels like to feel content about everything that is going on in your life ?

Alhamdulillah, I am feeling it, right here, right now. And for that I am lost at words with the blessings that God has bestowed upon me throughout my journey in life. I am gratefully thankful.

College just started for me. At first, I was scared and nervous. I didn't know what to expect since I'll be meeting new people, making new friends. And I was alone, all alone with no one I knew. But I think, as far as I'm concerned and as far as the world is concerned, I made it through. God knows what the future holds but believe me, I am a much stronger person now than I ever was before.

The first day of college, the first minute I walked in was the hardest and the most nerve-wrecking moments of my life. Somehow I learned plenty from that day. I realized that I am no longer a kid anymore. And it occurred to me, how amazing the sacrifices my parents have made just so I could have a roof over my head, good food to eat, pretty clothes to wear and most of all a load full of never-ending love from the both of them. As a child, what more could I ask for ?

Many say I'm conservative and cliche. It's alright. It's the 'in-thing', these days to judge someone before you know them anyway. But I don't mind, it just shows how shallow minded people are and how ironically judgmental they can be. It's pathetic and scary, really, but when it's already the nature of humanity, we cannot say much but to just agree. No ?

Here's to a better future.

Much love.

Wednesday 25 January 2012

Randomization #1

Pelik rasanya how this world goes. Kan ?

Then and then again.

There are certain things in life that you can say outwardly, without hesitant, without fear, without thinking, out of impulse, and just for the sake of pouring everything out.

But,

There are some other things that are supposed to be said nicely, without fear, in a soothing acceptable relatable way so that others can absorb. And not do it, just because.

Then again,

There are some things that are better left unspoken, for the better.

Yeah, that's just how it is. Learn it, understand it, and accept it.

Because some people just don't know how to say things nicely. Is asking to say it nicely and in a respectful way that hard ? I don't think so. So the LEAST you could do is try.

May Allah bless you and your soul. Amin.

Wednesday 4 January 2012

All smiles and nothing more.

Do you believe in second chances ?

Do you believe that people change for the better ?

Do you believe that things happen for reasons of their own ?

Do you believe that our life has been planned out ahead of us ?

Do you believe in fate ?

Do you believe in love ?

I don't know if you do but I certainly do. And my certainty in believing everything that I believe has actually molded me into the person I am today. 2011 changed many things. Changed my perceptions, changed my views and everything else. Life is about changing anyway, right ? 

So if change is good, then change we must.

I hope 2012 will be much better than 2011. 

Here's to a New Year.